i like to over react.

Iknow, in the midst of my over thinking mind there is some settle ground that keeps me sane. I actually have a headache from thinking so much today. My head feels the pain.

Sometimes i wish i kept a journal of entries of stories or things i have thought up, and then they can be printed for me to read or and edit and thought that realized how i constantly over think things. But what if i am not over thinking things and thinking them through properly - abd that is something i do not want to be missing out on.

my mind makes up situations the a) could very possibly happen b) would never happen. or c) could be happening at the moment.
you never know what happens when your not around. things work in mysterious ways i know that.

but in all honesty i am really put in a awkward situation right now, and it sucks. and i don't know if i should confront the person and see what happens. but if i let things happen - this situation - in my head - terribly hard and my head will definitely hurt more then this. Although it is 2:30 in the morning and i am incredibly tired.
but due to this 'situation' i am in a bad state to sleep .

i hate this.