ok, so in spite -

I spite i will.....

believe a liar as a figure to a trusting daughter.
take as much form one as i can.
Leave to never deal with the situation.

All very ridiculous and upsetting to think, 'hey, this is a good idea.' Which it is not. And finally i got to the point where i feel as if I am being unreasonable or more like it irrational to a person i am suppose to confide in through every aspect of life. I just don't see how a person can being so unbearably two-faced and narrowminded at the same time. As if making the decision to start the a family was forced in the beginning. To add a point it probably was just because, they, as in, this person I am reffering to doesn't know how to raise a family, because they were:
a) never taught
b) never cared
c) never had a chance
d) never had time.
or e) stuck in a bad situation and left with something already started without you.

I can understand the situation, and i really don't like it.

i hate living at home.

talking trash under you breath

so i finally got a day off and with it i transform my new-vintage gloria vanderbilt classic blue jeans into highwaisted blue shorts. they are cute i must say. and discovered that a older purchase at vv boutique is infact an authentic vintage chanel scarf, which i got for a mere 3 dollers. bloaw bloaw.
check it out at daluckyones.blogspot.com.

anyway this weekend my and the ak are ventureing up to home, and by that i mean kingston to explore my new house and paint that dirty messs! i am overly excited because i get to be with my baby at school just like before summer started.

Today while i traveled for 14 hours of my day, i realized.

at times i wish i were a hobbit.
scampper through the tall grass and lookup to different arrays of colours from the blooming flowers.
gaze up into the sky and watch the trees sway.
it seems so alluring.